{"id":114326,"date":"2010-12-03T07:20:02","date_gmt":"2010-12-03T05:20:02","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/www.17047165566933.sritis.lt\/index.php\/2010\/12\/03\/atodangos-186\/"},"modified":"2010-12-03T07:20:02","modified_gmt":"2010-12-03T05:20:02","slug":"atodangos-186","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.santaka.info\/index.php\/2010\/12\/03\/atodangos-186\/","title":{"rendered":"Atodangos"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><em><\/em><\/p>\n<p><b>Sku\u00adba gy\u00adven\u00adti&#8230;<\/b><\/p>\n<p><i><br \/>\u201eKarstas. Ir \u017emon\u0117s ku\u017edasi: \u201eVaikas&#8230;\u201c  \u0160e\u0161iolikme\u010diai baigia i\u0161nykti.\u201c<br \/>\n<br \/>(Just. Marcinkevi\u010dius \u201e\u0160e\u0161iolikme\u010diai\u201c )<br \/>\n<\/i><\/p>\n<p>Lie\u00adtu\u00advi\u0173 tau\u00adta \u2013 sa\u00advi\u00ad\u017eu\u00add\u017ei\u0173 tau\u00adta. I\u0161\u00admir\u0161\u00adtan\u00adti tau\u00adta. Kas pa\u00adsa\u00adk\u0117 \u0161iuos ne\u00adgai\u00adles\u00adtin\u00adgus \u017eo\u00add\u017eius? Tar\u00adsi nuo\u00adspren\u00add\u012f mums vi\u00adsiems. Kas u\u017e mus nu\u00adspren\u00add\u017eia, kam gy\u00adven\u00adti, o kam mir\u00adti? Se\u00adnat\u00adv\u0117, li\u00adgos ir jas ly\u00addin\u00adti dep\u00adre\u00adsi\u00adja? Bet kaip su\u00adpras\u00adti, ko\u00adkiais \u017eo\u00add\u017eiais \u012fvar\u00addy\u00adti tas be\u00adpras\u00admes mir\u00adtis (ar i\u0161\u00advis mir\u00adtis tu\u00adri pra\u00adsm\u0119?), kai mir\u0161\u00adta jau\u00adni ir svei\u00adki, jau\u00adnat\u00advi\u0161\u00adka ener\u00adgi\u00adja tryk\u0161\u00adtan\u00adtys \u017emo\u00adn\u0117s?..<br \/>\n<br \/>Ka\u00adpai \u2013 \u0161e\u00ad\u0161io\u00adlik\u00adme\u00ad\u010di\u0173, a\u0161\u00adtuo\u00adnio\u00adlik\u00adme\u00ad\u010di\u0173 \u017ee\u00adm\u0117. Ka\u017e\u00adkoks ab\u00adsur\u00addas. Taip ne\u00adtu\u00adr\u0117\u00adt\u0173 b\u016b\u00adti. Jau\u00adniems \u2013 tik gy\u00adven\u00adti ir gy\u00adven\u00adti. Sva\u00adjo\u00adti, kur\u00adti atei\u00adties pla\u00adnus ir \u0161ei\u00admas, my\u00adl\u0117\u00adti ir b\u016b\u00adti my\u00adli\u00admiems. O jie skrie\u00adja ga\u00adlin\u00adgo\u00admis ma\u00ad\u0161i\u00adno\u00admis \u012f nak\u00adties tam\u00ads\u0105 pa\u00adsi\u00adtik\u00adti sa\u00advo li\u00adki\u00admo. Bet kuo \u010dia d\u0117\u00adtas li\u00adki\u00admas? Ne\u00adgi mums jau nuo se\u00adno\u00adv\u0117s nie\u00adkas ne\u00adsa\u00adk\u0117, kad kiek\u00advie\u00adnas mes esa\u00adme sa\u00advo lai\u00adm\u0117s kal\u00advis? Ir ko\u00adki\u0105 lai\u00adm\u0119 \u201eka\u00adla\u201c nak\u00adti\u00admis ener\u00adgi\u00adja tryk\u0161\u00adtan\u00adtis m\u016b\u00ads\u0173 jau\u00adni\u00admas?<br \/>\n<br \/>\u201eM\u016b\u00ads\u0173 die\u00adnos, m\u016b\u00ads\u0173 nak\u00adtys&#8230;\u201c \u2013 tvir\u00adti\u00adna jau\u00adnie\u00adji, at\u00adsa\u00adky\u00adda\u00admi \u012f suau\u00adgu\u00adsi\u0173\u00adj\u0173 mo\u00adra\u00adlus. I\u0161\u00adties taip. Ir die\u00adnos, ir nak\u00adtys \u2013 j\u016b\u00ads\u0173. Nie\u00adkas to ne\u00adnu\u00adgin\u00ad\u010dys. Bet ko\u00add\u0117l tos nak\u00adtys to\u00adkios klai\u00adkios, o die\u00adnos \u2013 be\u00adpras\u00adm\u0117s ir pil\u00adkos? Ko\u00add\u0117l mo\u00adti\u00adn\u0173 \u0161ir\u00addys dre\u00adba per nak\u00adt\u012f, be\u00adlauk\u00adda\u00admos te\u00adle\u00adfo\u00adno skam\u00adbu\u00ad\u010dio? \u017di\u00adno\u00adma, i\u0161 gy\u00advo ir svei\u00adko s\u016b\u00adnaus ar duk\u00adre\u00adl\u0117s, o ne i\u0161 po\u00adli\u00adci\u00adjos ar li\u00adgo\u00adni\u00adn\u0117s. Ar pa\u00adgal\u00advo\u00adja apie tai nors ka\u00adda m\u016b\u00ads\u0173 vai\u00adkai? Ar su\u00adsi\u00adm\u0105s\u00adto? Juk vi\u00adsi tu\u00adri t\u0105 \u0161ven\u00adt\u0105 Die\u00advo do\u00adva\u00adn\u0105 \u2013 ty\u00adr\u0105 sie\u00adl\u0105. Ar ne vi\u00adsi?<br \/>\n<br \/>Kai at\u00adsi\u00adtin\u00adka bai\u00adsiau\u00adsia ir mir\u00adtis pa\u00adsi\u00adglem\u00ad\u017eia tai, kas mums bran\u00adgiau\u00adsia, ap\u00adlin\u00adki\u00adniai \u017emo\u00adn\u0117s su\u00adtrin\u00adka. Vie\u00adni nuo\u00ad\u0161ir\u00add\u017eiai u\u017e\u00adjau\u00ad\u010dia ne\u00adtek\u00adties pri\u00adsl\u0117g\u00adtus ar\u00adti\u00admuo\u00adsius, ki\u00adti \u2013 tik prie\u00adkai\u0161\u00adtin\u00adgai lin\u00adguo\u00adja gal\u00advas: \u201eRei\u00adk\u0117\u00adjo anks\u00ad\u010diau \u017ei\u016b\u00adr\u0117\u00adti&#8230; Ka\u017e\u00adk\u0105 pra\u00adlei\u00addo.\u201c Kur \u017ei\u016b\u00adr\u0117\u00adti? Vi\u00ads\u0173 vai\u00adk\u0173 akys at\u00adro\u00addo ty\u00adros, ne\u00adkal\u00adtos. Kiek\u00advie\u00adnai mo\u00adti\u00adnai sa\u00advas vai\u00adkas ge\u00adriau\u00adsias, bran\u00adgiau\u00adsias. Toks jos pa\u00ad\u0161au\u00adki\u00admas \u2013 my\u00adl\u0117\u00adti sa\u00advo vai\u00adk\u0105. Ne\u00adgi j\u0105 u\u017e tai rei\u00adkia smerk\u00adti? Sa\u00adko\u00adma, kad ta per\u00add\u0117\u00adta, be\u00adsai\u00adk\u0117 mo\u00adti\u00adnos mei\u00adl\u0117 yra ak\u00adla ir ga\u00addi\u00adna jau\u00adn\u0105, be\u00adsi\u00adfor\u00admuo\u00adjan\u00ad\u010di\u0105 as\u00adme\u00adny\u00adb\u0119. Bet pa\u00adsa\u00adky\u00adki\u00adte tai bet ku\u00adriai mo\u00adti\u00adnai! Ji ne\u00adsup\u00adras, kaip nuo\u00ad\u0161ir\u00addi mei\u00adl\u0117 ga\u00adli ga\u00addin\u00adti jos vai\u00adk\u0105.<br \/>\n<br \/>Te\u00adgul sa\u00adko k\u0105 no\u00adri pa\u00adtys gar\u00adsiau\u00adsi psi\u00adcho\u00adlo\u00adgai ar so\u00adcio\u00adlo\u00adgai \u2013 vai\u00adko sie\u00adla tik\u00adrai n\u0117\u00adra at\u00advers\u00adta kny\u00adga, i\u0161 ku\u00adrios t\u0117\u00advai ga\u00adl\u0117\u00adt\u0173 vis\u00adk\u0105 apie j\u012f su\u00ad\u017ei\u00adno\u00adti. Ir ne tu\u0161\u00ad\u010dias po\u00adpie\u00adriaus la\u00adpas, \u012f ku\u00adr\u012f ga\u00adli k\u0105 tik no\u00adri ra\u00ad\u0161y\u00adti. Jau gim\u00adda\u00admas vai\u00adkas at\u00adsi\u00adne\u00ad\u0161a su sa\u00advi\u00admi ne\u00adma\u00adto\u00adm\u0105 \u201ekrai\u00adt\u012f\u201c. Jo ge\u00adnuo\u00adse tar\u00adsi kom\u00adpiu\u00adte\u00adrio kie\u00adta\u00adja\u00adme dis\u00adke u\u017e\u00adprog\u00adra\u00admuo\u00adtos ne tik vi\u00adsos jo t\u0117\u00adv\u0173, se\u00adne\u00adli\u0173 ir pro\u00adse\u00adne\u00adli\u0173 li\u00adgos, bet ir ga\u00adbu\u00admai, cha\u00adrak\u00adte\u00adrio bruo\u00ad\u017eai&#8230; I\u0161t\u00adrin\u00adti, per\u00adra\u00ad\u0161y\u00adti t\u0105 \u201epro\u00adgra\u00adm\u0105\u201c var\u00adgiai ar kam pa\u00advyks\u00adta. Bet t\u0117\u00advai vi\u00adsuo\u00admet lie\u00adka kal\u00adti. Ir ta kal\u00adt\u0117, da\u017e\u00adnai ne\u00adpel\u00adny\u00adta, grau\u00ad\u017eia juos vi\u00ads\u0105 gy\u00adve\u00adni\u00adm\u0105.<br \/>\n<br \/>Ka\u00adras ne\u00adpas\u00adkelb\u00adtas, bet jis kas\u00addien vyks\u00adta: ke\u00adliuo\u00adse ir gat\u00adv\u0117\u00adse, mo\u00adkyk\u00adlo\u00adse ir \u0161ei\u00admo\u00adse&#8230; Kiek\u00advie\u00adno i\u0161 m\u016b\u00ads\u0173 vi\u00addu\u00adje. Tai kas, kad ka\u00adras ne\u00adtik\u00adras, \u2013 mir\u00adtys tai tik\u00adros. Nes su mir\u00adti\u00admi tai\u00adkos ne\u00adpa\u00adsi\u00adra\u00ad\u0161y\u00adsi, ne\u00adsu\u00adsi\u00adtar\u00adsi. Tad su kuo pa\u00adsi\u00adra\u00ad\u0161y\u00adti tai\u00adkos su\u00adtar\u00adt\u012f? Su sa\u00advo vai\u00adkais ar su pa\u00ad\u010diu sa\u00advi\u00admi?<\/p>\n<p>\t\t\t  Vy\u00adtas DRU\u00adNIS<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Sku\u00adba gy\u00adven\u00adti&#8230; \u201eKarstas. Ir \u017emon\u0117s ku\u017edasi: \u201eVaikas&#8230;\u201c \u0160e\u0161iolikme\u010diai baigia i\u0161nykti.\u201c (Just. Marcinkevi\u010dius \u201e\u0160e\u0161iolikme\u010diai\u201c ) Lie\u00adtu\u00advi\u0173 tau\u00adta \u2013 sa\u00advi\u00ad\u017eu\u00add\u017ei\u0173 tau\u00adta. I\u0161\u00admir\u0161\u00adtan\u00adti tau\u00adta. Kas pa\u00adsa\u00adk\u0117 \u0161iuos ne\u00adgai\u00adles\u00adtin\u00adgus \u017eo\u00add\u017eius? Tar\u00adsi nuo\u00adspren\u00add\u012f mums vi\u00adsiems&#8230;. <\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"pmpro_default_level":"","jetpack_post_was_ever_published":false,"_FSMCFIC_featured_image_caption":"NULL \/ NULL","_FSMCFIC_featured_image_nocaption":"","_FSMCFIC_featured_image_hide":"","_jetpack_newsletter_access":"","_jetpack_dont_email_post_to_subs":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_tier_id":0,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paywalled_content":false,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-114326","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-uncategorized","pmpro-has-access"],"featured_image_urls":{"full":"","thumbnail":"","medium":"","medium_large":"","large":"","1536x1536":"","2048x2048":"","post-thumbnail":"","visualnews_post_thumb":"","woocommerce_thumbnail":"","woocommerce_single":"","woocommerce_gallery_thumbnail":""},"author_info":{"info":["admin"]},"category_info":"<a href=\"https:\/\/www.santaka.info\/index.php\/category\/uncategorized\/\" rel=\"category tag\">Be kategorijos<\/a>","tag_info":"Be kategorijos","comment_count":"0","jetpack_featured_media_url":"","jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"jetpack-related-posts":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.santaka.info\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/114326","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.santaka.info\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.santaka.info\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.santaka.info\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.santaka.info\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=114326"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/www.santaka.info\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/114326\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.santaka.info\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=114326"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.santaka.info\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=114326"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.santaka.info\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=114326"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}